Farewell and goodnight.

Just got home, I walked the Manuela roads this late at night to buy myself midnight snacks because dinner was not enough. While walking the wet streets, I realized things. This time, I hope I am right. This time, someone will smile.

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Goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tight
May it hold you through the winter of a long night
And keep you from the loneliness of yourself
Heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
Cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love
It's unsung, and I say
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all thats pure that's in your heart

Goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
Head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
Be careful not to let the bedbugs sleep tight nestled in your covers
The sun shines but I don't
A silver rain will wash away
And you can't tell, it's just as well
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all that's pure that's in your heart

Hahahahhaha...

Hands down - ako na ang pinaka malas na tao sa mundo! Putangina. Kasi may gnagawa akong codes kanina. So shempre, mejo nasa momentum na ko. Tinry kong print para reviewer din.. Tapos eh ung printer namin, tangina, kahit bago kelangan alalayan! Kaya palagi ka dapat nakatayo at nakaabang kasi baka kainin ung pages. Tapos nagbrownout. Hahhahaha....

Leche talaga tong buhay na to.

Sa susunod : Mga ibat ibang kamalasan ko pa. Ano kaya mangyayari sunod? Masunog kaya bahay namin? Nakawan kaya?

5 Minutes later:

Puta sabi ko sainyo eh! Hahahhaha, nakanto nanaman ako ng kama ko. For the 1000th time. Shet! Nyetang life to oo!

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OO nga pala, nasabi ko na ba sainyo na nag netbeans ako kanina, at dahil nga nasunog ung memory kong isa, sobrang bagal amputa.... hahaaha... ina tlaga.

Loser of the year.

Well, I was planning on spending the day reviewing for tomorrow's technical interview or test or whatever, but, I am now not in mood. Like I've said in the earlier posts, I am not betting too much on things. Too tired of that. I'll just wait what comes. Well, it is another JPMED waiting to happen. Hahaha... If there is loser of the year awards, I am a nominee... better yet, I am good enough to be the winner.

So, what I am doing right now? Nothing. I just don't want to counting the chicks before the egg even hatch right now. Because I am always in the losing streak. To hell with Rendition Digital. I just wish the examiner won't remember my face after I finish the demoralizing exams. Oh, wait, I'll just scar my face so he won't recognize me afterwards. Hmm... good idea.

You know, it is not like me to be down this much. To back down so easily. I am always on the front line. I take everything face to face. But this time it's different.

I've been burned too much. This time I won't bet on things to much. No more finger crossing, no more church visits. I'll just accept that I am the loser of the year.

Well, that is the new Mr. Vela for you, people.

Hindi na ko aasa.