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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

New year - New beginning and new shirts.

Ok, Christmas has gone by and passed. For me, its not the same, why you ask? My relatives did not give me pamasko anymore! Holy... I remember waking up having 3 to 4 ampao... Now, i have no gifts! T_T

Joke lang... Of course, now its my turn to give them gifts. Dec 24, i woke up early so i can buy some stuff to give. I drove to SM, and as expected, the traffic was heavy but i was the first in the parking area. And oh, by the way, the Gas' price shot up once again and the gas that i loaded is barely noticable in that gas meter. What the heck, i still arrived at my destination.

I was among the first people to get there. I bought sandals to my mom, a belt for my brother, a shirt for our helper and some gizmo for my other brother. After that i went home immidiately so my mom would not notice that i took out the car. On the way home, i scratched the car, damn that jeepney driver, he does not know how to read damn signals. Screw him. Um, two days after, thankfully, no one notices it yet. Well, it's just like, a small scratch.

So, i arrived and my mom, waking up early, caught me and a pretty bad impression on her face indicates that my ass will be whooped up pretty bad. So, my mind immediately suggested that i should shell out the gifts so i can change her already wrecked down mood. So i did. I gave her the sandals and i forgot to scratch of the price tag. Well, what the hell... So i gave it and that changed her mood.

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Ok.

So it's new year already. A lot has changed. Last year i was worrying my system administration defense. I am thankful for this year mainly because i graduated (although i didn' march because i have work). I can safely say that i am an adult now. I don't have to depend from my parents anymore. I solely have to depend on myself. I have to stand on my own feet.

So, looking in the year ahead, i just have to change my old ways. I don't follow a new set of new year's resolution every change of calendar but i still set a goal to attain. For this year, my goal is... hmmm, to do my best in everything i do. When i was in college, i can say that i slacked off too much. I know i can ace my subjects if i put my heart into it but i didn't. I know i am smart in some way but i didn't utilize.

Now, i have to set my priorities straight. I have to set them right so i can reach my goal. Ok, here's a list:

1) I have to do my best in life.
2) No more slacking off. No more "bahala na" like before.
3) No more thinking of the what if's and the what could have been's. Now is now, and past is past.
4) There's no such thing as an easy way out. Just take the path that's in your way and do good.
5) Be more responsible. You are not a child anymore. You are the man of the house.
6) Treat people better. You've been an asshole all of your life - change.
7) Don't eat too much. You're still young but still monitor your health.
8) Wear your damned glasses on work! Your eyes, they are only two. No replacements.
9) Be much more persistent. Do it. Make it.
10) Lastly, buy new shoes.

Ok, i'll do that all.



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