Ang mga babae sa buhay ko. Lol.

Berna, for a lack of a better term, forced me to join Joy's baby shower last Saturday. Well, I was tired from work (I went to office for some last minute code checks) and the gym, so I was really hesitant. Actually, it was planned to be a baby shower but 80% of AT14 failed to come, so it was like just a simple night out (where I have to pay because I was the only guy and the chivalry code says I should).

Anyway, last time I saw Joy she was in her usual chubbiness but being pregnant means she doubled her size... or something. It was refreshing to see these girls. I felt extra masculine and pimpy for having a group of girls with me. Lol. Or people thought I was gay? Well, anyway, we had a little dinner at Robinson's and Patty coerced me to go to the videokes because I kept on praising her on her Priscilla (Big brother teen edition) rendition of the "Bakit Ba?" song. Haha, Patty is bad to the core (peace!).

Ok, so there we are, singing like the concert singers we should have been. Belting the tunes like there is no tomorrow. It was fun hanging out with these guys. We were laughing so hard, the people back at the place we ate at were looking at us at disdain and shame. Well, I saw Wowie Deguzman there and I thought I should tell them that, but apparently, SHE was just a lookalike. I bet they cannot paint the look at my face when I told them that Wowie sat near us and then Patty just shouted "WOWIE DEGUZMAN!". All the while, I really thought that girl was Wowie so I was sweating all over because of embarrassment.

Anyway, afterwards we went to Patty's place and watched this movie about a cartoon girl who went over the real world. Well, that movie sucks and I can't stand it so I went home. Oh, we were also arguing about that cg animated movie that was on theaters back in 1997... I said it was Monster's inc. but they kept on saying that cg movies are not yet shown back then and betamax is at its peak back then. Hmmm... research.

Ok, got to go.

Miserable at best.

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best