For her majesty, again. More than ever.

I miss:

-Playing thumb wrestling with you at the balcony overlooking manila rooftops.
-You calling in the middle of the night just to say your goodnight.
-Your head against my chest, talking about lives and what's in store for us.
- Our walks at Recto, then you'll ask me : What type of furnitures do you like for our house.
- Your attempt to draw me, then you'll skew me badly - on purpose.
- Enjoying each other's companies for the whole day. Worrying about nothing.
- Talking 6 or more hours on the phone. About anything.
- Our small argues, especially the stupid ones.
- The way you express how you envy my hair.
- Trying to shield you from pollution. Which is of course, plain stupid.
- How funny you look when you play with britney.
- The way you squeeze my nose, wishing it was more pointed than it is now.
- The way you consoled me, when I lost my wallet.
- The way you scold me when I do something wrong.
- The way you hold my hands while watching movies.
- The way you refuse me to hold you hand while walking in public places.
- But I still did, and you say it was corny.
- Buying food in the carenderia then we'll eat lunch before we go to school.
- The way you baby me.
- Bringing you my specialties and my salads.
- Eating one fourth of your food.
- Buying your groceries together.
- Washing your plates.
- Your tight hugs.
- Fooling around.
- Exercise. :)
- Writing letters to you.
- You teaching me how to cook rice, which until now, hasn't been perfected yet.
- The way you smile at me, with those gapped front teeth.
- When I've said that we'll fix that diastema someday.
- May 28, 2005.
- August 1, 2004. and, finally, the happiest day of my life -
- March 11, 2005.

Though we do so me of these, still, there is still something missing.

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way of saying - I will love you always and forever. But staying shows how much you really care.

My love for you is without wax.

Just got home. I've been through a day of fun, sadness and realizations. First, I went to a friend's house to fetch her so she can come with the gathering later that night. Then I went to Boni to discuss my career path and what will I do with my life. It turned out pretty okay.

Sometimes you are really down in the wheel of life but with waiting and hope you will eventually return to the fun part of the that wheel, which is the top. You really have to wait.

I've met some of my classmates for the first time again since January. Some, I've met a couple of times or so, but we haven't got together as a big group like this. Anyways, we had dinner and some talks about stuff.

After that I accompanied my friend back to her house because it was too late and my sense of chivalry made me do so. Anyways, we talked pretty lot. About some stuff. Some changes and things. Then we went to pampanga. After 7 hours I returned home and did this.

Sorry, I am kind of tired already so my story is like not constructed well. Oh, I have visited a blog of a former suitor (who was rejected) of my friend. His blog is stupid and funny. He is pretty much engaged on how great he is and how rich he is because he can give her mom gifts and etc. If he was so smart like he said he is, why is his english is like barok? Hahahaha. I just had a hearty laugh while reading his goddamn entries. And an entry there caught my eye, he is implying, that the girl whom he was courting, agreed to be courted, if only not for that girl having a boyfriend that time. Hmmmm... fishy. Anyways, that bastard is gay, and I can whoop his scrawny ass without lifting a finger.

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To my only star at night and my dearest sundown,

Funny how arguments always happen when we get together. Though I wanted just to talk about what happened to each other the past week, we still end up fighting. Yes, we are stubborn and childish. Especially me. But something caught my attention and made me smile - you were maturing. You were accepting your faults and I am happy because that's what I am trying to impart to you while we were together. Finally, you have learned from my patience and humilty. Well, that's a start. With that, you will become more friendly and lovable.

Oh, don't think that I am forced to do what you ask me. You know, the hatid hatid thing. Don't ever think that - I am glad to be of service, your majesty. :)

PS:
alam ko babasahin to ni pimple. isang comment mo pa susunugin ko bahay mo. joke. hehehehe. ingats.