Hold

Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding around. I don't think I can forget you now. I once sat up on my roof and examined the planning of my town. I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass and I remembered the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants.

I picked the nicest lawn and imagined the two of us rolling around down along the ground. I saw myself touch your face and I noticed jets begin to race above our heads. But I pinched my arm and remembered how much you hate me.

I remembered the fact that I can't see what you need and I'm too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would seem without you in it. When you aren't around I let the shades fall down to shut out all the sun's light and make myself feel all right.

What am I doing with my life? Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding around. I don't think I can forget you now. Remember that the only things we need sometimes are chilly nights and warmer thighs, 'cause there's nothing like being held, sometimes.

Always ten feet tall...

So I said, "lets forget these days and just try to build some solid ground. Maybe someday we could stand straight up with our faces in the wind and scream to the world. " We were at some boating dock oh somewhere at the waterfront staring out across the channel."

A steamer blared its horn and I wished I could say everything right like "Do you want to go for a ride?"
I looked to your face and saw the sun reflecting off your skin and I breathed in water. I smell the skyline filled with shipping yards and factories had me dreaming of waking up- am I dreaming? Is this really me? because I've never felt so not lonely and if this could be real right now.

Then everyday for the rest of my life I will search for moments full of you but let's hope tomorrow won't cave in 'cause I'm looking for someone to change me and you make me feel so tall- I always want to be this tall 'cause maybe I'll be original and sometimes things you say just make me think in different ways.

So this is my way of saying I could be the one who's dragged home at night away from all my hopeless dreams- you and me will forge some future because we don't want to be waiting for something right to go wrong .