Survey.

are you...??

*sensitive = Yes, to the point of stupidity. Hehehe.
*easily hurt = No, not this time.
*calm = When well rested.
*quiet = With new people.
*active = No.
*very shy = With new people.
*confident in yourself = No. Not that much.
* good listener = They said. I really don't know.
*easily bored = Yes.
*outgoing = Yes.
*open-minded = No, I am stubborn.
*an only child = No. How I wish.
*happy at the moment = Yes! Hehehe.. It's a secret why.
*tired = Kind of.
*sweet = Some said.
*playing any online games = Not recently.
*tempted by chocolates = ?


D O Y O U ? ..

*believe in love at first sight = Yes. Heheh.
*have someone you really care for presently = They said so. I really don't know.
*play the guitar = A little.
*play the piano = A little.
*play the drums = A little.
*like your life = I will like it two weeks from now.
*like school = Yes.
*like dancing = No.
*like sweets = No.
*like travelling = My contract requires a lot of travelling. Maybe I will like it someday?
*like Spongebob squarepants = Yes.
*read Harry Potter books = All of them.
*yell at your siblings = Yes.
*argue with your parents = No?
*love McDonalds = The chicken and the longanisa burger combo - the best.
*play basketball = Not anymore.
*play badminton = Not anymore.
*play tennis = Not anymore.
*play bowling = I haven't tried this yet.
*swim = Yes.
*skate = A long time ago.
*watch Disney channel = No. Not in my life.
*love movies = Kind of.
*like Oreo = Not really.
*like chips = Not really.
*do the housework = Yes.
*love your friends alot = Of course.

Will You?

*get more than 5 piercings = No. I am scared of pointy things.
*curse a friend = I have voodoo dolls. Lots of them.
*try summoning a ghost for fun = Yes.
*try alcohol = Last night.
*love someone whole heartedly = I already did. Look what happened?
*smoke = No.

Have You ever?

*hug someone = Yes.
*look someone in the eye = This is silly.
*done stupid things that finally made u real
embarrased = No.
*said sorry to someone = Yes. But she did not accept. Her loss.
*thanked someone = Yes.

I was almost raped.

Kadating ko lang. Galing ako orientation.

Nagkaroon ng munting piging kagabi sa bahay ng isang mabuting kaibigan (nagpapansinan na kami ngaun) at kami ay nag ambagan. Ang dahilan: Masaya sila dahil di na nila ako makikita. Talagang instant party eh. Ang contribution ng celebrant? Paper plates. Hahahaha... Ngayon ko lang nabatid na napakalaki pala nang aking impak ko sa ibang mga tao. Siguro bawat tao ay may ginagampanang papel sa buhay ng isang tao. May nakapagsabi na sakin non. Siguro totoo.

Muntik nanaman ako marape (kilala mo kung sino ka) buti na lang at di pa ko bangag. Kinulong ba naman kami sa kwarto. Napanood siguro nila yung meteor gardens at naisipan nilang gayahin? Buti na lamang ay ako'y handa sa mga ganyan at ako'y mabilis tumakbo at marunong kumapit sa mga dingding. Joke lang, sports naman ako eh. Pero ulitin pa nila yun, nako, bubutasin ko ilong nila.

Aba, ayaw nila ako umalis. Ano ba meron sakin? Wala lang ako no. Wala nga ako kwentang kaibigan. Hehehe. Dibale, papadalahan ko kayo ng piktyurs.

Ay, yung sa mga kaklase ko nga pala nung college. Di ko lang alam siguro, kasi wala ako bajet eh. Hehehehe.

Tungkol nga doon sa dilemang napakatagal ko nang pinagiisipan (na naging dahilan ng aking di pagtulog sa gabi) ay pitumpong porsiyento na kong sigurado. Pipirma na sana ako kanina kaso ay wala nanaman si Sir Mel. Marahil isa nanaman tong sign ano kaya?

Naive Orleans.

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
But my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud

Something in mind?

1) Who's at home now?
> The most annoying people you will ever meet.

2) Did u go out yesterday?
> Yes.

3) Who did you go out with?
> A few people.

4) What time did u wake up today?
> I did not sleep.

5) Did u go anywhere today?
> Yep.

6) What did u do there?
> Discussed things.

7) How old are u now?
> 15.

8) What do u call your mother?
> Mama.

9) Are u and your mom on good terms?
> No.

10) Are u the only girl/boi in ur family?
> I am the only one who wants to get out of this hell hole.

11) What perfume/cologne are u using now?
> Axe.

12) Who did u last talk to last night?
> You.

13) Are u spoilt?
> Ano ako, itlog?

14) Do u want to get married?
> Eventually.

15) With who?
> A person who understands my shortcomings and predictability.

16) Where do u think your friends are now?
> Doing their thing.

17) Do u think your friends need u now?
> Not really.

18) Where do u wish to be?
> Anywhere but here.

19) When will u be buying a car?
> Maybe two or three years from now.

20) What type of car do u wanna buy?
> Vintage.

21) If u were a car, what type will u be?
> SUV.

22) Who do u wish to meet now?
> Ms. Cornwell.

23) Do u wanna meet ronaldinho?
> I don't even know him.

24) Who do u approach when u have a prob?
> God.

25) What do u want for your birthday?
> Yacht with TV and swimming pool.

26) What do u wish for new year?
> Ticket to return home.

27) Would u like to have a tattoo?
> No.

28) How many kids do u want?
> 2 max.

29) Any homework?
> none.

30) Are u listening to any music now?
> Yes.

31) Do u believe in miracles?
> No.

32) Do u believe in fate?
> No.

33) When did u last cry?
> A while ago.

34) When did u last smile?
> May 30, 2006.

35) When did u last receive a gift?
> 2 days ago.

36) Who has the cutest smile u ever seen?
> Si Joey.

37) What do u want to tell your crush?
> Hi.

38) Why are u answering this bulletin?
> No idea.

39) Do u kiss your parents good night?
> Bah! Not on my waking life.

40) Your hair colour?
> Black.

41) Hairstyle?
> Just got my hair cut.

42) Are u being loved by someone?
> She said so.

43) Any wishes?
> I would not regret my actions.

...

We could have spent the night.
We're sitting on the floor,
everything was gonna be just fine.
Missing you, missing me, a thousand times.
Waiting hours for you just to see you.
Here for hours just to hear you scream my name.
I can spell your name with Chaos.
I can sing all the songs I know you want to hear.
At the end of the night this will be between us.
'Cuz I know that all of this time was wasted.
I can't pretend, 'cuz I can taste it.
You know if I could go back, then I would.
And I wish I could...
No more nights. Take these used tissues and cry for me.
I'm begging you to let me in for one; one more night...
No more nights. Take these used tissues and cry for me.
I'm begging you to let me in for one; one more night.
One last night. No more nights. Take these used tissues and cry for me.
I'm begging you to let me in for one; one more night.
One last night. One more night with you.