Sorry.

I am so sorry. Before I go, I want to let you know that I am so sorry for the things I have done. You know me very well and you know that is just one of my tantrums. I understand if you are so mad at me. But please, know this: I never meant all those things I have said. I just needed you during those times and you were not there. I wanted you to talk some sense to me. I waited for hours. I needed you.

I am really sorry. If I have to spend the rest of my days here making it up to you - I will. I don't want to leave without us being friends again.