For her majesty, again. More than ever.

I miss:

-Playing thumb wrestling with you at the balcony overlooking manila rooftops.
-You calling in the middle of the night just to say your goodnight.
-Your head against my chest, talking about lives and what's in store for us.
- Our walks at Recto, then you'll ask me : What type of furnitures do you like for our house.
- Your attempt to draw me, then you'll skew me badly - on purpose.
- Enjoying each other's companies for the whole day. Worrying about nothing.
- Talking 6 or more hours on the phone. About anything.
- Our small argues, especially the stupid ones.
- The way you express how you envy my hair.
- Trying to shield you from pollution. Which is of course, plain stupid.
- How funny you look when you play with britney.
- The way you squeeze my nose, wishing it was more pointed than it is now.
- The way you consoled me, when I lost my wallet.
- The way you scold me when I do something wrong.
- The way you hold my hands while watching movies.
- The way you refuse me to hold you hand while walking in public places.
- But I still did, and you say it was corny.
- Buying food in the carenderia then we'll eat lunch before we go to school.
- The way you baby me.
- Bringing you my specialties and my salads.
- Eating one fourth of your food.
- Buying your groceries together.
- Washing your plates.
- Your tight hugs.
- Fooling around.
- Exercise. :)
- Writing letters to you.
- You teaching me how to cook rice, which until now, hasn't been perfected yet.
- The way you smile at me, with those gapped front teeth.
- When I've said that we'll fix that diastema someday.
- May 28, 2005.
- August 1, 2004. and, finally, the happiest day of my life -
- March 11, 2005.

Though we do so me of these, still, there is still something missing.

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way of saying - I will love you always and forever. But staying shows how much you really care.