To whom it may concern.

Yes, it is one of those times.

I've been missing you a lot. Especially now that our communication is not that frequent anymore. I guess you are too busy with all the things around you right now. You might not even think of me anymore;

but i miss you nonetheless.

I miss the long talks. I miss the late conversations. I miss those stupid arguments on where this certain plant on greenbelt came from. I miss eating sixty percent of your food everytime we eat out because you are too lazy to finish the meal.

I miss my world with you.

I miss it all.

I tried focusing on other things but it's always you in the end. I tried reading new books, but after i close it after finishing a chapter, it's still you. I tried comprehending our situation, but the ghosts i've created gets the best out of me. I tried to look forward to your promise and i tried to smile, but the euphoria of missing you eats me alive. I tried creating a time machine so i can turn back the times when you are laying on my chest, worrying about nothing, plotting our futures together, but i suck at programming and i don't have enough knowledge on physics and time and space continuum. I also tried to learn flying, so i can start getting a world map and fly to there, but i am no superman. I tried thinking of happy thoughts, our happy thoughts, but then again, the situation eats every fiber of the visions of me, being happy.

Now, my cellphone battery that usually last a whole day, now lasts for three. Well, my load, still lasts for one week, because my sim is sun... Anyway, I still remember last year, i saved so i can buy us those sims, and load that will last us for a whole christmas vacation. Imagine the way we missed each other back then? Now, imagine the way i am missing you right now.

You know, i wish i hijacked your plane, but i thought it would be the best for your future and did not attempt my well designed plan.

Your first letter to me relates that you don't eat properly there, don't worry, when you come back i'll cook you my best piniritong hotdog for that's all i know to cook aside from pancit canton.

I miss you so much that i cannot pee.
Well, i can say that this is love for the first time.