At a futile attempt to make sense.

Wednesday.
1:38 pm.

I am still bored as a cupboard. I don't have the gusto to do something.
I am thinking of a way so i can make some sense... Nada. Zip.

Can't think of any.

Oh, i was browsing on my friendster testimonials. I have no idea that my account there is already 3 years old. Through the years i have accumulated 170+ testimonials. And from my re-reading i can safely assume that the people i know describe me as:

1) Noisy
2) Pervert
3) Joker
4) Loko loko
5) Artist
6) Good friend
7) Mabait
8) Not Plastic
9) Gago
10) Masarap kasama

For number 1, some friends say i am noisy. Well, i know for a fact that i am boisterous and obnoxious to some point. I don't think that naiirita naman kayo sa pagiging maingay ko ano? I am noisy when the situation calls for it. I mean, i pump up the volume when people are all sad and quiet. That's what my friends know me for, being there to liven up the situation. I am the clown.

Number 2, ako? Pervert? Most of my friends who are boys (I wouldn't say boyfriends) say that i am a perv. Well, i don't think so, you know me, i treat girls as queens. Heheh, joke. Pero kilala niyo ako, mataas respeto ko sa mga babae, unless di sila kagalang galang at iritang irita ako sa kanila. Well, i just don't like girls who are so vain and maarte when it doesn't suit them. If you know what i mean.

Joker, hmm... well, i know that is a fact. Number 1 is not complete if i am not a number 3. Of course, i have to punch some jokes here and there. Even if its not funny at all. I just want to see some happy faces. But most of the time, people i crack a joke on put up an irritated expression.

Loko loko. Yan ako yan. Hehehe, even as a kid, i was really annoying and obnoxious. Hehehe. I remember throwing a classmate's shoes in a canal when i was grade 2. Oh, i also make girls cry when i was a little kid. To the point that they will bring their mothers to school to put some sense into me.

Artist. Hmm. Well, un lang naman talent ko eh. Kawawa nga ako eh. Sana naging magaling na lang ako kumanta. Pero un ung bigay ni God sakin eh. Well... Thankful pa rin ako, kasi kahit papano ung talent kung yun eh nakapagbigay sakin ng madami-daming medals. Gold un ah? Di pa ko nanalo ng silver at bronze eh. Yabang ko no? hehe.

Good friend. Well, that's one of the tag my friends put on me. I can't say i want to be friends with me because i, myself is annoyed with me. Tama ba grammar? basta ganun. Ok ba talaga ako maging friend? Touch naman ako. Thank you na lang. hehehe... Pero shempre, may mga naaasar din sakin. Sabi nga ni Patty, ok naman daw ako pero pag tinopak na at di na mapigilan ung b ibig. nakow, yari na.

Mabait. Hehehe, talaga? I don't think so. Well, thank you anyways though you people say na mabait lang ako pag tulog. Alam ko naman deep inside mahal nio na ko eh... hehe joke.

Not plastic. Well, ayan ang mapagmamalaki ko tlaga sa sarili ko. I don't pretend to be anyone else. WYSIWYG. Apir tayung lahat.

Gago. Hehehe, oo gago talaga ako. Lalo na nung napasama ako sa Tropang Mapangarap. FYI, Tropang Mapangarap or TM is a group comprised of young men from SAS. Back in HS, in our accounting class, we usually don't have assignments to show, bring hidden gin in classroom, be noisy as hell. Because of that, Ms. Cruz dubbed us as the Tropang Mapangarap.

Masarap kasama. Yeah? Well, thank you.

Hehehe, para namang binebenta ko sarili ko nito. Wala lang. Natuwa lang ako sa mga pinagsusulat nila. Hehehe...