Time has flown by so fast.

Holy shit. Tomorrow is Nov.17. Tomorrow is Graduation day. Aw, too bad i cannot attend. With all work and stuff. Too bad i cannot march on that stage, adorned with flowers and garland. Damn, this is so depressing. I should have taken a rest after school.

Yes, i have work and all. But i am not happy! Yes, that's right. I don't like what i am doing here. Though the pay is good, i still don't like what i am doing. If only i could have turn back time, i should have messed up my interview so they wouldn't hire me in the first place. Now, my life is confined in this cubicle. My only companion is this phone that never rings and this goddamn Computer, which has become my friend since my first day. My life since this is nice. Simple but nice. Now, it sucks. Sucks like a vampire!

Now i don't depend on my mother anymore for i earn my own money. But hell, i don't even know what to do with that money. I should have taken a good rest. A good long rest.

Oh, how i hate my life right now.

Allan's thoughts:
1) Burn the whole office down and be jobless. (So he could stay at home and cuddle with his pillows)
2) Finish Full Metal Alchemist Series. (He could not finish watching because of his goddamn work)
3) Study Cisco. (He doesn't wish to be a programmer)
4) Take CCNA. (He doesn't wish to be a programmer)
5) Return everything to my once normal and careless life.

But most of all, i want to attend that Goddamn GRADUATION!


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updates:

Amp, tumawag sakin Globe Telecoms. They said that i am already hired. Tae talaga. I am kind of sorry but i think my job here at Allied Telesyn Philippines is much closer to Cisco, which is really my goal. So, there's no use crying over spilt milk, right?

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Pero sayang pa din... Leche.